They scare me too much.
But it looks like it’s going to be a standard summer of my father and I at each other’s throats again. It’s been one day and I’m already being antagonized.
I need this break so badly. I just need to get away from it all. I need the constants back in my life, because everything here is too unstable for me to deal with right now. I need my family, my dog, and my friends that have known me the longest. What is going on in my head.
FOR BILLY JOEL IN 2 MONTHS DSFKJDLSFHGKJDNGKJDFLSGHJKDSLFGHDSKJ !@!@#^!@^#!@^^&!@^&#!#@!!!@#@!#($!*
Happy Valentine’s Day to the absolute love of my life. What we have is amazing, and weird, and adorable, but my favorite part is that it’s reciprocal. I know in my heart that what you feel for me is the same indescribable awe that I feel for you. There is no place I’d rather be than by your side, even if it’s through tough times. The past year and a half of my life has been so exciting, and as much as I look forward to years down the road with you, I’m perfectly content sitting back, holding your hand, and enjoying the here and now. With all my heart, I love you, gamechanger.
It’s my berthder!! 21 and it feels sooo goood!
Who knew a basic science would be the hardest class I took in college? Don’t know if I’ve ever studied this hard in my life…
Too many things are up in the air in my life right now and I feel like imploding and giving up and crying all over my pillows. And I’m so homesick I’m embarrassed to even say. I miss my friends from back home and I haven’t seen my boyfriend in two days and my priest is dying and one of my best friends is upset with me. I don’t know who I am supposed to be. What is happening to me right now.
Les Miserables was too good for words. Even though I probably missed half the film because I was crying the entire time. But so serious though, everyone and their mother needs to go right now and watch it. And buy it on DVD. And see the show. And download the album. SO. GOOD. I. CAN’T. EVEN.
But on the bright side, Gossip Girl has finally gotten interesting halfway through the second season. I’m still only begrudgingly watching it though. Also spent an hour looking for Tila Tequila episodes online and failed. I’m thoroughly disgusted with myself, for even looking but also for not finding anything. I mean this is the internet we’re talking about. I suck at life.
WHAT AM I DOING AND WHY IS IT 3 IN THE MORNING EW
And I want to punch both of them as hard as I possibly can in the face! I don’t know how else to get it through their heads! Ah I’m serious, I just don’t understand the thinking process of some human beings.
So I’m in this relationship. And my father doesn’t care. Before he resented it, and now he just doesn’t care. Do you know how much that hurts? That you’re apathetic about one of THE most important parts of your daughter’s life?! Actually I just decided I don’t really feel like revisiting this topic yet again. Let’s just bury it deeper. Awesome.
Okay so this is New Year’s Eve, but I love it so it’s now on my blog.